Monday, April 27, 2009

Cycle

Every year what happens with you is mostly like a cycle, like a series of events which happen sequentially spread over a time of a year and that cycle changes from when you are kid to a teenager to a man who has responsibilities until you finally die. At least this is what I think. Over the years, the cycle has taken different shapes for me and many who are reading this.
I used to hate holidays when I was a kid and was very eager to see the school start so that we can have one more year of competitive knowledge thirst quenching. That cycle was interesting for me. The part of the cycle which is called holidays was the one that I did not hate though but did not enjoy very much. Then it was when I was college during my under graduation when we had 4 months of holidays per year which was some amount of time. But then the 4 years of college did not seem much of a time to pass by as events like ragging in the first year, getting adjusted to a new class and classmates in the second year, tours and event management in the third year, placements and parties in the fourth year took place. Time passed by, I did not even realize that I had to spend the rest of my life either by taking responsibilities or more responsibilities. This cycle was the best of all and never did I hate any part of the 4 years much.
But when you get an opportunity to study more, you would die to do that, for reasons which more or less obvious. Firstly you are doing that to earn more. And again you meet more people, you have 2 more years of fun and 2 more years where you do not have to earn money and spend, rather you have papa’ s money to spend :). So, I have been trying to do this from the past three years. But somehow the odds do not favor you and suddenly you are stuck in another cycle, another year of confused, complex living where you just go where the fate takes you. God, I hate this cycle. Having said this, aren’t many of you going through one or the other cycle, which has complications either less, equal or more than what I have? Sadly, you can’t escape it, neither can I. So, just relax, take a deep breath and keep cycling :).

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